It doesn’t matter how long a person has been walking with God, if they tell you they never struggle with trusting Him, duck, because their nose is about to grow. Whether you are new to your Christian faith or have been walking with the Lord for decades, trusting God can be one of the most challenging of all the spiritual disciplines. This is especially true if it feels like all hell is breaking loose in your life.
How can you trust in a God you can’t see or sense when all the evidence in your life seems to suggest that He doesn’t care about you?
I get it. Growing up and even into my late adult years, the only thing I thought I could trust was myself. I had been hurt and let down so many times I lost count. But I was a fighter, a classic type-A personality, so I kept pressing forward.
Like so many people do, I grew to rely on my own intellect, my own intuition and my own strength. I thought I was doing a great job of surviving. What I didn’t see for so long was just how much of a mess I was making of my life.
Thankfully I developed that habit of trusting God and my life has been one transformation story after another. But even after I saw that my life wasn’t working out, learning to trust God wasn’t always easy.
I wish I could say there was a magic solution to instantly learning to trust God. There isn’t one.